5/30/09

Feels like I'm falling and I am lost in your eyes, you make me crazier.

Wow fuck I hate myself for trying to find online shops that sell nice stuff and i really saw stuff that i like. 5 pairs of shoes and a few bags. Ok..so I have to choose one or two of them only :(

So bored.....like hell...... :(
June holidays have started and I'm looking forward yay :D Next week's going to be quite packed i guess. Uhm, so far free on monday and friday? Anybody want jio me out :D LOL. Ok bored.
Today i met my darling :D :D :D :D :D Happy that i think i cleared the misunderstanding. Hope so, i kind of cheered up alr. So, yeah. :D Nothing will go wrong anymore i hope.

Oh I have a sudden surge of motivation to study. Am going to have a study timetable for holidays. Yessss mugging ftw. Ahhhh i must be mad :( But i hope that if i study hard now, I will get rewarded during the later part of the year.
Eh holy cow i sound like a nerd. HAHAHHAHAHAH. Ok bye. :D

5/29/09

Doing too much.

To Nut if you're ever reading this:
Cheer up don't be sad anymore alr. Things will get better for you and there are many things to look forward in life, so think positively :D There are many people who love you ok. I believe you will do better next term so, work hard!!! I will always love you.

Ok...didn't go school today. Hmm. Report book sucked I guess. I swear i need to study much much harder next term and during June holidays. I hope i can :( I'm just not uhm..born to study. It seems to be no difference to my marks if i study or not. Blah. Some things in my life just needs so much improvement. Or else everything will go wrong..sooner or later. Ok i think i shouldn't go out that often, and i found out that group study doesn't work at all. Hmm.

Uh today was quite fun. Went out with Emily dear and Carissa. I felt so damn poor going out with Carissa :( But she's like so nice..made me feel so guilty and bad. She treated us TCC for lunch. And it's like ex ok. And actually we bought our own tix for the show Angel and Demons. But it was so boring she suggested we go out of the cinema and she paid us the tix money back. So we left halfway during the show. The show sucked (for me). It's so boring!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -.- I could almost sleep in the cinema. Boring! :(

I wonder what's wrong.


5/28/09

What am I to you?

HAPPY NINE MONTHS DARLING!
Enjoyed every moment of these 9 months with you. I love you :D

Oh yeah. Got owned in netball today...mmh no big deal cos it didn't really matter. LOL. 2nd match was better cos we felt that we played better :D Then after school went out with darling. Sorry sorry sorry about you know what :( Sorry my fault. Sorry :( Didn't make you spend a nice 9 month with me ._.

...................................Ok bye. Don't know what to do tmr :(
P/S. Suddenly feel like shopping. Hmmmmmm.


Nice video :D And baby you belong with me :D LOL.

5/27/09

I never needed words, I never needed hurts.

Today was a really boring day :(
Oh oh oh oh but I got my third piercing! Woohoo :D It kinda hurt alot. It was even more painful than the second one. Hmmm not sure why. But the stinging feeling still there :( Looking forward to piercing helix while px is piercing tragus. I think she's super brave i won't even dare pierce tragus. Maybe anti tragus? But i bet it will hurt alot D: -Scared like shit-
Ok so i went amk hub with sy. Thx for accompanying me :D Ate macs and gained 1kg and walked around and pierced my ear. Ok..nothing much. Then i bused to kovan then to serangoon then to aljunied to meet baby :D And we bused back to serangoon and went home. LOL. Mmh i will do anything to meet that beloved guy :D :D

So....ok bye. Tmr is NINE MONTH NINE MONTH NINE MONTH NINE MONTHS! Yayyy. As well as interclass! Can't wait.

5/25/09

Try to leave a light on when I'm gone.

HI :D Nvr knew i could laugh so much from playing audi. LOL :D
Anyway i shouldn't have gone to school today. It was such a waste of bloody time! Ughhh. Hot sun was like killing us! And the whole history trip sucked to the core. Except for the battle box :D Well history could never be fun right. I guess.
And mmh my results weren't that good. Most of them were B4. Ok...not good. I swear term 3 i will study more and improve my results! So that i can get into the same class as baby :D Ok ok my motivation :D :D Still not sure if i should take bio or physics/pure geog or pure lit :(

Ok so, nothing else about today. TMR WILL BE BORING. Seriously. If not for the movie after that, i think i would pon school tmr. Thinking of skipping school on wed/thurs/friday. Anybody interested :D Pon with me pls. :D



5/24/09

Love doesn't hurt, it's what makes up love that hurts.

I wished everything could be the same as it always has been. I wished that I could stop being so idiotic and make us both sad. I wished that I could stop crying and then I could cheer you up. I wished that we would be happy again.

I'm sorry.

Feeling so empty inside.

Mmhh...just realised i have absolutely no life. Played audi till i went crazy, and decided to stop. And i leveled to main alr. Yay :D Finally main after like so long.
Well..ok nothing much. Am...so...bored. 6.50pm now. I want to talk to somebody but don't know who :( Hate staying at home the whole day. Days like these i wished i had tuition. Hmmm. My parents are coming back home from taiwan? Lol. Hope they take the later flight due to various reasons :D Mmm but maybe it doesn't make a difference alr :(

Addicted to this song it's so nice. :D And the lyrics (english) are nice too. Going to learn in on piano soon. :D


5/23/09

I cry my heart out as your smile fades away slowly.

I hate my virus, seriously. Mmmm yesterday I was feeling better at during the afternoon, and suddenly at around after dinner time, my temperature shot up again? Like wth, i didn't even do anything lah. And then this morning my temperature remained the same and i felt so damn horrible in the morning but i got better while i was playing audi. Then........just now my temperature shot up. Oi nah beh. Why like that one. -.- I still want to go swimming tmr leh, aww. Hope my fever gets better, I'm getting many dizzy spells :(

There is no more tissue box in my house. Apparently i'm using the last box. Holy crap.
Feeling horrible now :( I'm like a frying pan lor, can fry egg on me liao :(
how many times can a heart break?

5/22/09

You say you're leaving as you look away, I know there's really nothing left to say.

Hiiiiii. Staying at home is so damn boring but i played audi from 10am till like 5.30 pm. LOL. Nothing better to do. And i realised that when i started using com, my flu/fever/cough started to get better. Yay me! :D

Still having abit of flu now. And i sound like a sexy man now :(
Forget to post photos from ytd, so i'm posting them now. Lol. Uhm.....ok. Bored and i don't know what to say. Hm. Oh i want to watch Night At The Museum! Heard that's it's nice. And can't wait for so many movies to come out during June. I cannot wait for June!!!!!!!!
There will be so many things to do during June!
-Science center
-Seoul garden
-Tanning at sentosa (LOL :D )
-Play at sentosa
-Www/ Etp
-2 Chalets
-Cycling
-Yuki yaki ~
-Shopping
-Orchard walking :D
-Ice skating at kallang leisure
-Movies !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-Mugging sessions
-Eat fish & co :D

And many many many more. Hope can meet up with nut more often :D There are just so many things to look forward to! I predict i'm going to be broke like mad during June.
Oh yes another exciting thing: Next week going to buy coloured contacts and my mango wallet (i think) WOOHOO :D Can't wait. But i can't decide if i should buy grey or brown contacts. Hmm.

Can't feel any better about myself now.




Fussy gillian finally sastisfied with this drink.

5/21/09

I can't believe I found someone like you, so perfect.

I think i'm super pro !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
I got high fever of 39.0 degrees and tmr i'm not going to school. Woohoo~ But i will be missing the netball match. Awwwwww :( Sorry team. LOL. ._.
Results today were ok-ok. Happy about my maths only :D And almost died during debrief sessions knowing that even if i go sickbay it's no use because nobody will be able to fetch me :( So after school i still went out with Gillian, huiping and huaqian to With A Pinch Of Salt. I tell you smth, that place sucks big time lah! Their service so slow one, but don't know why, for other people their food like come damn fast. Then ours comes every half an hour? Ok wth lah. I so do not want to go back there ever again! Unless, they are giving out free food :D
Then i met babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :D And went home. I was feeling like much better at first until i sat the damned 2nd bus home, alone. Almost died i think and i couldn't even walk home properly i was walking like i couldn't walk. LOL. People were staring :( Then my highest temperature hit 39.2. Omg this would make me even more stupid. Ahhh.

Good luck to netball team tmr for interclass :D
I love baby :D And cherylmine, amanda, gillian, mingsiew, raehsiang and beatrice for tagging :D YAY.

P/S. My ear hurts because my second ear hole almost closed :( And going to pierce 3rd soon :D Finally after saying that for a few months. And i so damn want to pierce anti tragus/helix. :( AND NAVAL. :(
And i'm super disgusted by some people. Ewwww gross.

Edit
I'm so damn bored hmmm for the sake of fun i shall post my results :D Also for you to feel better in case you think you did badly.

Maths: A2
Bio: A2
Chem: B3
Lit: B3 (i think)
Geog: B4
Chinese: C5
English: C6
History: C6 (50 just nice. LOL!!!!!!! But super disappointed. )

Ok so...i need to improve in my language i guess? But luckily i got my CA to pull all my marks up so there should not be any C. Happy happy happy happy. :D Oh oh and and super happy for my dear baby because he did quite well for today's papers. :D

5/20/09

Your eyes locked onto mine.

Studying is a fucking piece of Shit with a capital fucking S.
Not really angry...but it's so fucked up!!!!! Seriously none of my subjects now are good. Failed both language papers, but overall i passed lah, so, phew. Then literature was a B4 but sec 3 i want take lit one okay so fucking lame i get so low can't even get in alr lah tmd. And..geog. I studied so damn hard for it and still did like not so very good. Was aiming A1 :( But i guess my aims are too high...i should aim lower for term 3 tests. I know my own standard man. My standard is so fuck lah. They should just kick me out of this school and i don't need study alr. Go commit suicide slit wrist drink beer take drugs. LOL. Jk. And and my art got C6. And ironically i want to become a fashion designer which needs good art grades. What the fuck !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Cmi alr lah. Ok discontented with my results now......so damn discontented. But i should be grateful for my marks..i think? Whatever. June holidays need to mug like mad ._.

Anyway. Was going to emo alr after school...almost. After gi px and huiping left. :( Ok but I met baby after that and so we went back tgt lor. Made me happier :D thank you baby :D Love you :D You will do better for the rest of the subjects and as well as term 3. Really !!! :D

P/S. I seriously don't feel like going to school tmr.. .......

5/19/09

So then I finally realised..........................

Got back chinese results today and was super disappointed. Wanted to emo but decided not to because i don't want make myself even more sad. Compared to the rest my results are like holy shit please. But i realised that my compo wasn't that bad. Wow unexpected !!! LOL. And I was seriously thankful because my chang wen suo duan was ok too. Almost tio the something something ban leh! Wow. Me. Getting quite high in the level. Wow imagine that. Something you cannot even dream about right? Lol.

Fucking butt aches from sitting thr for 5 hours plus. Retarded assholes who decided that we should all cram at the hall. Cannot give us chairs meh. And somemore i have my thing, which is like so damn unlucky because it's so uncomfortable urgh. Nothing much to say. Except that we're in the midst of preparing for class chalet! Woohoo :D Cannot wait. But there's so much things to organise blah blah. But no fear because we five are unbeatable! :D Predict that it's gna be a super fun class chalet yay :D (Cos got 5 cute organisers HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH)

In case any classmates read this : Please go !!!!!!!!!!!!! Stay overnight too !! Scully i'm the only one to stay overnight, i laugh man.
And i need the best of luck tmr, plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. English, e lit and geog! :(
._.

5/18/09

I want nobody, nobody but you.

Had just wasted my whole day to go to school just because of a dumb CA2 component 1.
Went to tampines in the morning with Gillian! Thank you for accompanying me beeach :D Got my mango top and super happy !!!! :D Then ate kopitiam, it was super nice. Next time i think i should eat kopitiam more. :D Train to paya lebar mrt and cabbed into school with huiping and px. Sadly couldn't show off today because everybody was in the innosphere alr :(

Wed gonna go bugis :D And and super scared for tmr chinese debrief. Pray that i won't do badly So scared so scared so scared :(

PS. Yesterday was my 4th month with my phone !!!!!!! I love you phone, hope we last 2 years :D



Px punched gillian! LOL.


5/17/09

Standing in the light of your halo, I got my angel now.

I am so disppointed with myself because i didn't get alot of things from shopping today. Aww :(
After tuition met sy then she bought her stuff and we went iluma. That mall sucks, nothing to buy one :( Afterwards we cabbed to far east and ate dinner and shopped. Nothing to buy one , walked to wisma and bought stuff from mango and and they reserved a piece for me at Tampines so i need to go collect it tmr :D YAY. And also bought sunglasses from F21. YAY. :D Even though didn't buy much i feel happy. I love this feeling i get from shopping. It's......a perfect feeling :D :D :D :D

Cannot wait! Going to get my top tmr, wednesday going science center and sunday going to watch angels and demons with sy and maybe smurf :D
Other than that, i'm so scared about the debriefs :(

5/15/09

So sorry that I love you so much.

Ignore the previous post. Was feeling so damn sad last night......hate it. Hate it when that happens. I don't know what to do at that point of time. It's a better way out if i just killed myself.

Anyway no emo talk. Went out today with darling :D Watched star trek. Like finally it's been ages since i watched a movie. Can't wait for the movies coming up in June. So eggggxicting. LOL. Then ate Taiwan xiaochi after that (Gillian/Huiping take that! :D ) then walked around. Plaza sing is so boring no nice clothes to buy one -.- Made ourselves happy people by drinking starbucks. Taste so good yummmmmmmmmmmmm :> Didn't go out with amanda/guof to chomp chomp cos' my mother thought it was alr too late to go out. Blah her.

Cannot wait to buy coloured contacts. Cannot wait to buy clothes tmr. Cannot wait to go shopping on sunday. Cannot wait to wear new clothes. Cannot wait to see my new clothes. Cannot wait to buy stuff. After shopping on sunday i'm going to start saving up money because i know that it's hard to earn money. Yah I must improve my ways even though i still cannot help it. Sigh :( Try ok!! Save money plan starts on monday :D So i better treasure these 2 days. LOL.

PS. Hi dear hope you are ok now. Everything will get better for us i am sure :D Stuff like last night makes our relationship stronger :D I love you :D

5/14/09

Now i know how meaningless everything was.

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You have no idea how much that hurts. //

5/13/09

Because I was there when you said forever and always.

The huge main point of the day: I screwed my bio paper.
Ok so maybe i studied a little too much on chem and absolutely too little for bio. Aww regret regret regret cos bio was hard and it was too much on ecology D: Aww. The setter must be a sucker for food chains and the biotic/abiotic environment. Little fucker! :(
Chem was easy. Yay :D But some i didn't know how to do aww hope can get at least 40/50 to pull up my lousy science grade. Fucking bio common test screw you. -Pouts-

Anyway after school went to donut empire and sat there to eat donuts and we played this fortune teller thingy that was there. It's a bottle and got sticks inside, we say stuff then shake the bottle and the stick comes out telling the answer. Funny and scary cos we were joking about 'Will Gillian die tmr? ' and the answer was yes! then we asked 'Will Gillian tio car accident later? The answer was Absolutely! HAHA. Gi was damn freaked out. Then after asking if px and jiayue and gilian will marry rich guys or not, Gillian tried again and she asked if she would die tmr and the thing kept saying yes! Aww pray for Gillian man :( HAHAHA. Maths paper tmr will be hard according to the bottle. So better go and study :(

PS. Gillian and Jia yue will get married at 26 or smth and i will get married at 23 according to the bottle. LOL HAHAHA. So damn untrue.



HAPPY FOURTH MONTH LEE SHI JIE :D
So damn sorry i didn't make you a card! After mid years okay thank you for your nice card very happy about it :D And i believe you didn't tio car accident just now and your safe and sound at home now. Won't die so early one lah must wait and get married with your poor husband. TOO BAD NOT RICH. HAHAHA. HAHAHAHAHAHA. LOL. Will invite you to my wedding my dear don't worry LOL! Love you alot. -Kiss you until you die :D -

5/12/09

Forever yours.

I am falling sick, awwww no D: I just fell sick like uhm just a few weeks ago i think. I'm getting sick monthly and it's not good! Kns kns kns kns pls pls pls pls i don't want to fall sick these few days cos i'm still having exams (last 2!), cutting my hair like finally on thursday, marking day on friday yay and saturday going out 'shopping' with parents, sunday is shopping with sy :D Next week will be all the results and i don't want to miss it D: < Aww wrong time to fall sick, no good.

Today woke up at 6am! :( Had bio spa and it was easy but i was so damn doubtful i kept looking at other people's one :D English oral after that, think i'm going to do badly. I kept saying '....uhm....uhm.....' and i 'errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr' for a very very long time. And i failed to get the teacher i wanted but the teacher i got was nice too :D Then then ate lunch outside school and had bloody NSW. I did half of the paper and gave up and slept there. Hahhah slack exam :D Andai think the most funniest part of the exam was that Aldon Teng actually got caught for hair! HAHAHHA. Together with Tze fung, Po chun and Zi yu. LOL. Mushroom also can get caught. HAHAHHAHHAHAAHAHHAHAHA LOL. k then bused home and slacked till now (8pm)

Going off now! After the exams i want to do a magazine college or whatever you spell it. I want to re-do my room. Yay can't wait :D And tmr's Gillian and my fourth month! Woohoo time passes so fast. :D

5/9/09

I'm so over it, I've been there and back.

I missed the second blogshop flea and i'm so damn sad about it man. Couldn't go because I thought I had to study today but I ended up......audi-ing. ///////////////////////////////////// /////////////////////
Ok so it was my fault I shouldn't have audi-ed! Now i'm bio studying and it's driving me nuts. I hate studying for bio because there are so many damn things to learn and cram inside my puny brain. (I think i just insulted myself.) It's the same as studying for geog, but it's worse than geog because the questions won't be as straight forward as the geog papers. Well fuck up !!!!!!!!!!!!! I have no fucking mood to study i feel like playing and shopping. My head is filled with shopping but there's another 8 more days before i can go shopping. SCREW IT SCREW IT SCREW IT SCREW IT SCREW IT SCREW IT.

I'm done ranting and i shall get my ass out of here.
Btw, History paper sucked i think i'm going to fail it and fucking pull my A2 history results down.-Bites your head off-

Edit 10 May //////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////
Sorry but I figured that i don't feel like posting a new post.
Anw, today's Mother's Day and i didn't plan anything for my mum....hmm. Next year bah when i've got more money. I think somebody robbed my bank account, it's like decreased by $100 without my knowing lah. I couldn't have spent so much, right.........? Ok maybe i did. Which is like what the fuck !?!?!? I didn't even know i spent that huge amount on money. From tmr onwards i'm going to do my accounts every single day, these few days i've been doing them weekly so maybe not that accurate. AW COME ON! Can't the bank donate a 100 bucks to me :( I'm in need of cash to buy stuff and eat good food. I'm craving for steak and fish&co !!!!!!! Must wait for holidays lor. NUT I BOOK YOU ALR :D Gna have a lot of fun during the holidays :) CANNOT.WAIT.FASTER.COME !!!!!!!!!!! I want to shop till i die and eat till I'm fat! (No,i'm joking) And i was supposed to go swimming with nut today but can't in the end. Next week lah okay bestie! :D

PS. Dear wake up :(

5/6/09

I'm s-s-so sorry, I didn't mean to break your heart.

Hmm,so i guess Delifrance food wasn't as nice as i thought it would be. Or maybe it's because it's student meal or what. The food is fucking gross pls. It's like.........idk how to say but i finished the burger thing anyway. And the fries are damn bland! But that time eat with nut the food tasted nicer, dk why. Maybe because we paid more that time ? Then sucks to you chef !!!!!!!!! Lol.

After eating we took cab from parkway to school. We were reaching school alr, then while the car was moving, (we were supposed to turn right to the entrance of school lah). Then we saw familiar faces like....Si min,Sherrie(i think), Aldon and Tianlerk crossing the road. So that was a big chance to suan them since we were taking a nice cab with air con into school :D We waved madly at them LOL and can see their faces like damn stun. Then the cab driver didn't know he had to turn, cos nobody told him, he just went all the way forward.......and so we screamed an ask him to stop. LOL. Fucking funny !!! In the end also must walk in, na beh. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Later on Aldon told us 'Walao eh I was thinking why you all go straight all the way siao ah' LOL. Thinking of that incident also funny hahah :D

Lit exam made my hand hurt! Hope can get A1! :D After school went to Nut's house, but only sat there for awhile. Played hotel 626 and we were damn freaked out. D:

5/5/09

Throw it away, forget yesterday, we'll make the great escape.

Maths paper was easy! I guess so, later all careless mistakes i will kill myself man :( Ytd chinese paper i don't think i did well. 15 marks fly away alr. Ok blah blah blah don't want rant anymore. After school was supposed to go nut's house but in the end never. I tell you 43 is damn fucking fucked up. It comes every 24 hour or what fuck. Fuck you lah sbs transit. I wait for the bus can go da bian until i shuang lor pls. Na beh.

I feel like shopping. I want to go orchard and buy stuff !!!!!!!!!!! Have to wait after exams, which is like one more week to go........i think i'm going to die man. Still left so many papers :( I guess i saved enough money to shop alr. Cannot wait for next week. Shop till die. Song bo! Hahaha :D

I am going to play audi with darling now :D YAY.
(Then i am goign to study hor, don't qiao bu qi me!)


Woo hoo 1 mil :D
(Smurf and sy i know this is no big deal to you lah but hor very big deal to me k. LOL. I am so going to play audi again.)

5/4/09

I guess it never occured to you how much it hurts.

I think i'm screwed. My chinese is like cmi alr lah, kns. And then i haven't revised for geog yet and i think that's the only subject i'm worrying about. Since science is next week and i have the whole weekend to study science. Screwed like hell, i will have to sacrifice my lit man. Tmr's maths exam and i think i'm ready :D Except for the conrguency part haven't really do alot of practices on that yet .... ...... Well i guess i have plenty of time to study maths, and not geog. Because i never even revise on fucking geog for don't know how many weeks. Ok forget it, nvm.

I spent my day ytd having fun, instead of studying like shit for chinese. I played audi from 2pm to like 5pm plus. Too bad smurf wasn't online lor :( And and all baby's fault lah, make me so hooked up to audi again. After exams i am going to chiong audi and become level 31 main then i happy :D :D Haha. Baby it's your fault LOL but i still love you :D But i studied lor after that, now i'm so scared i can't rmb the cheng yu stuff. Tmd, i think i should go now. I have 15 mins left before i need to change and everything '_'

PS. Wish me good luck hor later on. LOL. And I want to watch x-men !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

5/2/09

Turn around and you will realise you missed out so many things.

Mugging was fun today at Nut's house! It's been so damn long since i went her house. Haha missed you Nut's house! Sy was there also, but she was talking to her bf for i don't know how long hor sy. Still say got mug tsk tsk. After awhile Guof came. Very very very long nvr see her alr so i am glad i went to nut's house today !!! Ate pizza around 5-ish. I only mugged 3 chapters of chinese, not really good but i still have tmr and tonight. Anyway, Nut and i are still damn alike after so long hahahaha. Like for example: (I think it went like that)

J: 'EH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I got nail polish, want paint now?!!!!?!?!? "
Sy: 'Walao vain kia -.- '
Nut: 'I want i want i want omg !!!!!!!!!!!!! '

J: ' I want to go shopping! '
Nut: 'Yah, i want go wisma lah, i want to go....'
J & Nut (Same time): 'Cotton on and Forever 21 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! '


Ok then idk alr. Besties for life love you even though nvr talk to you for damn long alr :( After exams k! And can't wait! Nut invited me to go with Mabu and her to Seoul (how to spell) Garden at Bugis after exams :D And and shopping at orchard and.................well many other things. Also, some concert thing which is coming soon like...20 something may. We can act prom-ish and wear nice clothes yay! :D I love night-out events, i get to dress up :D

I'm done. Chinese here i come.



B-I-M-B-O !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Emo punk.

Turned her into a doll, damn cute right!

Ok fat legs alert :(
Sweetie pie!
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